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Journal Entry: Sat Jan 26, 2008, 12:07 AM
That's right! I'm coming out with them!

Black and white outline $5
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I will accept art trades of course and prices may vary to the size of the piece. Payments can be made through paypal and all that good stuff.

Thanks so much.

~Captain Seven

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Journal Entry: Fri May 18, 2007, 6:30 AM
It couldn't have been later than two that afternoon when we pulled up at the hospital. Jade wasn't doing so well. Her mind was slipping.

As I signed the sign in sheet, I could see the patients in the window, their white matching smoks making them seem like some sick and twisted army of doctor's, parent's and family's ideas of crazys and loons. Their imprefections. I hated this place.

The nurse checked us for any dangerous objects. Jade wasn't a swerious patient yet, so they just took our cell phones. If the ringer went off, it could startle her, cause something unwanted.

They sat us in the cold bland chairs at the white table to wait for her.

When they brought her out, I couldn't help but to think of how beautiful she always was. Her long black hair falling to her waistline. Her petite body...compared to my short shoulder-length scarlette hair and thick build.

She sat down quietly, immediatley slipping off. " How are you , Jade?" I asked quietly. Without looking, she shot me a quick, short response, "I'm Fine"

I learned a long while ago to mention things of her past, it triggered something. Almost like she remembered, but didnt comprehend what was on her mind.

"Tyler asked how you were doing. He wanted me to tell you 'hey' and that he loves and misses you."

I watched her response as the ecxpression changed to a look of strained thought. All she said in that quick, short tone was, "Tyler, Tyler, Tyler, Tyler..."


Her gaze was so distant. She didn't remember me. She didn't remember any of us. We came to see her, sometimes I thought, just to torture ourselves. The fact was, she was no longer our Jade.

The girl that sat before was not the amazing straight A student who was madly in love with Tyler. This was not the girl I grew up with and shared the world with. This is not the way things were supposed to turn out. Her and Tyler were supposed to be married someday. She'll never be fit to marry.

I smiled at her as she looked at me, that strange, strained look on her face as if she knew everything but couldnt quite remember or didn't comprehend. Thats how the doctors told us it worked.

They told us she had schytzophrenia. I immediately thought 'split personalities?' as did everyone else. Schytzophrenia is not split personalities as most would believe. It is a recieding into one's mind. Where the person becomse so wrapped up in their imagination and their own little world they forget reality itself.

I looked at the nurse-guard quietly. She was asleep in her chair. The slight sound of the metal chair creaking as I leaned foreward was not noticed. "What's it like Jade..." I whispered oh so quietly, hoping this would not upset her, I needed to know.

She looked at me for a moment with a look of slight shock that I was there, as if she didn't realize before that I was sitting right across the table from her, as if she was just realizing. "It's cold..." she said. This was the first time I heard her voice not snappy and quick in about a year. It almost seemed unnatural

When I nodded, she followed suit, "It's dark..." She said quietly. I watched her as she spoke closely, there was so much not right about this child. She looked around as if scared. "They don't like me much..." her tiny voice spat out kind of coldly. I raised a brow at this and leaned foreward on the table, "Who doesn't like you?"
"The Vampires" was all she said before she got that familliar distant look in her eye. She was gone again. If only she could hold on a bit longer.

I got up slowly, the sound of my chair scraping the floor as it slid back startled the nurse and she jumped up, seeing I was getting ready to leave she smiled. My arms wrapped around her shoulders. Her skin was always so cold.

I saw them lead her off once more. If only they hadn't...It didn't matter now anyways. She is here. In this house where families discard their 'loved' ones for being unlike themselves. The average family was more normal these days because all of the unique people rested here. Some weren't crazy at all, just told so by the people they trusted the most, which eventually drove them mad.

It was raining when I went outside this time. I pulled my coat tightly around me and walked out into the grey mass of this world. The rain fell at an odd angle as I pulled out my cell phone and dialed his number, "Yeah, Tyler...No...She doesn't remember...Well, She said your name again, so maybe she does...What?...Yeah, it's them...I'll be over soon, do you need anything?...Alright, talk to you then..."

Tyler wasn't doing so good these days either. It seemed as if everyone was slowly crashing. It was their fault...It was my fault...

  • Listening to: Hey There Delilah
  • Reading: The Hobbit for the fifth time
  • Watching: Moulin Rouge
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